Quote of the Month

"Be not the slave of your own past. Plunge into the sublime seas, dive deep and swim far, so you shall come back with self-respect, with new power, with an advanced experience that shall explain and overlook the old." ~Ralph Waldo Emerson

Sunday, March 20, 2011

I'm in a New York State of Mind

Warning: Tons of pictures coming your way... Hector and I returned home a couple of days ago from a trip we took to New York City. Hector's travelled there many times for business. This was my first time to the Big Apple. The city was everything I imagined it would be; crowded, noisy, busy, fun, exciting, and electric with energy. We went in celebration of my 39th birthday (which, by the way, passed by without too many "I'm getting old." emotional moments from me). New York City really is exactly like what you see in the movies. The streets are always full of taxis and ambulances and cop cars and people. Tons of people.Someone is always honking, but very rarely does anyone move or respond to the honking. And there's bike messengers and delivery personnel walking and weaving their way in and out of all of the cars.Things I expected... I expected Time Square to be bright and loud and visually enticing. And it was. I also expected the streets to be crowded and somewhat dirty. And they were. At night, the restaurants and local businesses throw tons of bags of trash onto the sidewalks. The already over-crowded sidewalks become even more crowded as people try to weave around tons of bags of garbage. That was one part of New York that I honestly could have done without. I expected the food to be awesome. And it was. I'm a foodie. Yes, I took pictures of the food. I loved every single minute of the food in NYC.I expected the Statue of Liberty to be breathtaking. And she was. The moment I saw her, I was in love. Seriously, she is beautiful. And I was so thrilled that I was able to see her, in all of her glory, in my lifetime.Things I didn't expect... I didn't expect Central Park to be as beautiful as it was. I knew it would be nice. But I was blown away with just how romantic the atmosphere was. All of the detail in the stone bridges and iron work all over the park like on the lamp posts and hand rails on the bridges, and all of the gloriously detailed carvings in the park benches... it really was beautiful.I didn't expect Grand Central Station to be beautiful too. I expected it to be dirty and shady looking. But it wasn't. They have crystal chandeliers hanging in Grand Central Station, and marble floors, and stained glass windows, and a beautiful mural on the ceiling. That was quite a shock to me.I didn't expect to stumble upon a part of Manhattan called the Sutton Area. Sutton is my maiden name, and I found it amusing that so many of the local businesses had "Sutton" in their name. I also didn't expect for my purse to be knocked off my arm on the way to see Wicked on Broadway. True story... We were leaving the hotel to go to dinner before the show. As a cab pulled up to get us, a woman walked by and knocked my purse off my arm. My purse fell to the ground and it opened up. In that moment of chaos, I simply picked up my purse and we jumped into the cab. It wasn't until after we ate dinner and were almost to the theater that I realized that the tickets for the show were not in my purse. Panic set in. By the time we got to the theater, I was in tears. I walked up to the very first ticket window in a long line of windows. I explained to the man what had happened. While crying, I think I said something to the effect of, "Purse - knocked off arm - rude woman - lost tickets - what can we do?" The man asked me what our seat numbers were, and thank God that Hector actually knew the seats! The man reached over, and handed me our tickets! Someone had found them on the street, and went all the way to the theater to turn them in for us! Obviously, both Hector and I were ecstatic and were honestly in shock that someone went to all the trouble to help out complete strangers. Let me put this into perspective for you all. The man who found the tickets either walked 1.5 miles (one way) from the hotel to the theater, or paid probably around a $25 cab fare (one way) to go turn in our tickets for us. This man (who we later found out from the hotel's concierge was literally just a man walking by our hotel and saw the tickets and decided to do the right thing), not only went into the hotel and tried to find us, but when he realized that we were not in our room and that the show was that night and was starting soon, he decided to stop what he was in the process of doing. He decided to not leave the tickets at the hotel's front desk, and he decided to take the tickets to the Gershwin Theater himself. And let me break this down even more. He decided to not try to use the tickets for himself. And he decided to not try to sell the tickets on the street... 7th row Broadway show musical tickets... Thanks be to God that there are honest, kind people in this world, even in New York City!!! :-) I am now convinced that New Yorkers have an undeserved bad reputation as rude and short-tempered people. Every New Yorker we met was beyond nice and helpful to us. And that was quite possibly the most wonderfully unexpected part of our trip. We were SOOOO happy to be sitting in our seats! And the show was amazing!

There were a few things we weren't able to see (like the Empire State Building) because of bad weather. But all in all, it was a truly wonderful and truly memorable trip. But now, Spring Break is over and it is back to life in Texas, and back to reality.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

2 Weeks

Two weeks ago, I had surgery to remove my left ovary and the cyst that had taken up residency there. The day before my surgery, we had a winter storm blow through town. The roads were not full of snow, they were full of ice. Bad ice! Thick ice! Like a foot thick of black ice! School was cancelled, and I thought my surgery would surely be postponed as well. But I got the call from the hospital saying that my surgery would go forward the next day, as planned. The nurse on the phone actually told me, "Schools might close because of this weather, but we never close." Good point!

The next morning, Hector drove me to the hospital to start my pre-registration, and then he drove the kids (since school was still closed) to a friend's house. I've never been so thankful to have this cool little feature on my Suburban, that allows for extra traction on icy roads. It felt like my car was reaching out and literally gripping the roads. It was so cool. Anyway, back to the story. It took Hector almost 2 hours to make the 20 mile round trip to my friend's house. I wasn't able to see him before they wheeled me into the operating room, but I managed to hold it all together, kind of... I remember the anesthesiologist telling me that he was giving me some "loopy medicine" to help calm my nerves... nothing major... it wouldn't knock me out or anything... just something to take the edge off. Then he told me that he was going to put an oxygen mask on me. Here again, nothing major.... just oxygen... He told me to relax and that he'd be giving me the anesthesia shortly thereafter. That's the last thing I remember. Just loopy medicine and oxygen, huh???

Anyway, I remember waking up in recovery, trying to open my eyes and thinking to myself that I really wished I could open them more.

"Why can't I open my eyes?"

"You're coming out of anesthesia. Just relax."

"Did I say that out loud?"

"Yes. Now just relax."

"Who are you?"

"I'm your nurse."

2 minutes later...

"Why can't I open my eyes? What's wrong with me? Am I dreaming?"

"You've just had surgery. You're still trying to wake up from the anesthesia. Just relax."

"Am I really saying these things out loud? Because I feel like I'm just thinking them."

"Yes, you really are asking these questions out loud. Would you like me to go get your husband now?"

Do you suppose the nurse was growing tired of me asking the same questions over and over again?

"Yes, please go get my husband."

Supposedly, I asked Hector 2 more times why I couldn't open my eyes all the way, and whether or not I made it through surgery or if I had died. I mean, why couldn't I open my eyes all the way??? The 3rd time I asked him, he just started laughing. And I don't think he ever answered me...

About an hour later, the nurse came in and asked if I was ready to stand up and walk around. What?!?! Seriously?!?! Oops, I said that out loud too... I mean, I'd barely just gotten my eyes open all the way, and this woman wanted me to stand up and walk around now. Seriously?!?! Yes, seriously. So, I got up and walked around, and about an hour later I was on my way home. I slept for about 2 hours, and that's when I woke up, not feeling well at all. Apparently, my body was ready to get rid of the leftover anesthesia. I was sick. Horribly sick. I tried to take some pain medicine, and that made me even more sick. My first 2 days at home after my surgery were rough. I couldn't understand how my belly button, for being such a small body part, could be the source of so much pain.

As I started coming out of my fog more and more, I slowly started to realize that my doctor had NOT taken my request seriously, to do a little liposuction on my tummy, you know, while she was poking around in the general area anyway.

By the 3rd day, I was able to drink broth and keep it down. I took a shower. It was at 4:00 in the afternoon, but I took a shower that day! And by the way, I realized how truly unimportant drying off the lower half of my body was that day. Simply not necessary!

By the 4th day, the ice had started to melt on the roads, and some of my good friends started coming over to visit and to bring my family food, for which we were all extremely grateful. God has blessed us with a wonderful church family and wonderful friends, who have always reached out to us, becoming the arms and legs of Christ, stretching out to us and supporting us in times such as this. It was a great blessing, to say the least.

And well, here we are... 2 weeks since my surgery, and I'm doing a lot better. I'm still a little sore and tender, but doing much better overall. I had my 2 week follow-up appointment with my doctor, and I seem to be healing quite nicely. And let me just say that I was shocked when my doctor asked me if I wanted to see the pictures she took during my surgery. "Uhhhh, YEAH I want to see pictures!!!"

She showed me a picture of my right, healthy ovary first. It was red/pink in color, and about the size of a walnut. Cool picture. THEN..... she flipped the page to the second picture of my left ovary. That's right about the time that I gasped and my jaw hit the floor. My left ovary was grey. And it was huge. The cyst was about the size of a baseball. It was twice the size of my uterus, which I also got to see a picture of. Now folks, before my surgery I went back and forth on whether or not I wanted my doctor to remove my ovary. But I knew in my heart that it needed to be done. I listened to that tiny inner voice (which my mother truly believes is the gift of the Holy Spirit guiding us - which I am truly inclined to believe as well). And guess what? While the cyst itself came back benign, pre-cancerous cells were found in my ovary. I was in the early stages of getting ovarian cancer. My doctor showed me the words... Mucinous Carcinoma. I tried not to Google it. I really did try. But how could I not? She said it over and over again to me, and showed it to me on the papers she was holding. Mucinous Carcinoma...

So I'm reading about it online, and I'm not thinking too much about it, and that's when I get towards the bottom of the paragraph where it says that mortality occurs in 8 - 12% of stage 1 Mucinous Carcinoma patients, and that, "Advanced stage Mucinous Carcinoma is uniformly fatal." Uniformly fatal.

I think it is safe to say that I agree 100% with my doctor when she said that she was so glad we decided to take the ovary now!!! Yes indeed, I am so glad to finally be rid of that bum ovary!

Thursday, January 20, 2011

6 in 13

So, I'm sitting in my doctor's office yesterday, and she tells me that despite the fact that she really hoped my cyst would go away, it hasn't. It's gotten bigger. Big enough that she's worried. It's causing me pain. We've waited 5 months in the hopes it would go away. But it's still hanging around. It's time to remove it surgically. She talks about the surgery, and everything that's involved in great detail. And this is why I trust and respect my doctor. She's professional and knowledgeable, yet she puts things in terms that I can understand. And then she tells me that she really feels like it would be best to remove my ovary too. And when I start to ask her why she feels the need to remove my ovary (even though I already knew why), my voice cracks and starts to quiver. And when she starts to explain it to me, her voice cracks and starts to quiver too. She explains to me that my ovary just doesn't work properly. It never has. And as long as I keep it, it will continue to produce cysts and I will continue to need surgery every couple of years. And that's when she tells me that I've had 6 surgeries in the past 13 years. 6 in 13... Do I really want to have another surgery in a couple more years, and put myself and my family through this again? And this is why I've come to really like my doctor. She gets it. She gets me. She understands that this is something we both wanted to avoid, but for my long-term overall health and well-being, it is time to do something more permanent to take care of this recurrent problem. And that is why I've decided to have the surgery and say goodbye forever to my bum ovary and the pesky cysts that like to hang out there.

My surgery is scheduled for Thursday, February 3. Prayers for a smooth procedure and speedy recovery are greatly appreciated.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

The 12 Days of Whataburger

As most of you probably already know, I love a good deal. But I really love good deals when they involve free food, especially when there are no strings attached in order to get the free food. Enter The 12 Days of Whataburger...

Now let me just say that I really enjoy Whataburger's food. But I also want to say that I really appreciate the fact that in every single Whataburger restaurant that I've ever been to, they all have signs in their windows that say, "In God We Trust." Love it! And as if I needed one more reason to love Whataburger, every year at Christmas they celebrate the holiday by giving away free food. REALLY... free food (no purchase required)! You just walk in with your coupon, and they give you free food. And, they will give you one free food item for each person present in your party. You've just got to love that!

Here we are on the 8th day of The 12 Days of Whataburger, and I just picked up 5 free Whatachicken sandwiches for dinner. But before I threw away my receipt, the fact that I saved close to $20 caught my eye. Wow! And that got me to thinking... I wonder how much money I would have spent on all this food. So, I looked back to the past 7 days of Whataburger:

Day 1: free breakfast tacos
Day 2: free onion rings
Day 3: free drinks
Day 4: free chicken strips
Day 5: free Breakfasts on a Bun
Day 6: free fried pies
Day 7: free Justaburger kid's meals

I determined that for my family of 5, we have received close to $100 worth of free Whataburger food so far this month. Pretty cool, right? So, if you haven't signed up to get your free Whataburger food, you may just want to click on this link and sign up now, while you still have 4 more days to go.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

The Good, The Bad and The Ugly

When it comes to Christmas decorations in my neighborhood, you've got...
The Good*

The Bad**

And The Ugly***
* I've told Hector that if this house ever goes on the market, he WILL buy it for me. I simply love it. I would sell all my possessions just to be able to call this house my home.

** Fake red and white poinsettias inside the home might be okay, but outside the home is NOT a good idea. I mean seriously, who are they trying to fool here? We all know they're fake (and a bit tacky too, if I do say so myself). Sad thing is, I bet this home owner is so proud of this.

*** Every time I drive by this poor, deflated Santa and Rudolph, all I can think to myself is that Santa and Rudolph were obviously the unfortunate victims of a Texas home owner taking their right to bear arms, and shoot to kill any trespassers on their property just a bit too far. Poor Santa and Rudolph.

Merry Christmas, Y'all!